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Jan. 7th, 2004 10:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lynatimy immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because you presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried to hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
~
This song is on the Daredevil soundtrack, and I was reminded of its existence after watching the DVD at my cousin's house ina fit of boredom in Virginia. But I do love this song. It was on the radio just now, as I crossed the street to come home,and it hit me in a near-physical force when I realized that it does fit with my fics.
See, a few nights ago, when I was still in Maryland, I had a quite long (well, average for us) conversation with Aaron, which included (as it usually does) muh=ch ficcing around. And well intot he wee hours of the morning, Hyena and Nemesis had a fairly long and interesting (read: seriously fucked up and disturbing) conversation.
And Nemesis in the fic offers (or threatens) to show death a memory as proof that Styx is Lethe and Avernus's child. She doesn't, right then, but before she leaves she says she will find something fitting and send it to him. (She's a Dreamwalker, she can do that.)
about a year or so after Ave's death, when Lee was starting to come to the conclusion that, despite the fact that everyone kept telling her that the pain would fade in time, and she would eventually have to move on, that she couldn't. Every day the shock of losing Ave was just as fresh, just as hurtful, and she came to the same conclusion she had in the days after- that not only could ahe not live without him- she didn't WANT to. Her way of tryign to break this to her parents was, in typical Fangs fashion, through a song that fit her feelings.
Before today, I didn't know that She'd learned to play piano. But then, before a month ago, I didn't know Lee was into gospel music either. I don't own any, but I borrowed a Eva Cassidy mix CD from someone that included the song "How do I keep from singing", and there you go.
Anyway, the above is the song she plays; it's quite a hauntingly beautiful tune to hear.
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because you presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried to hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
~
This song is on the Daredevil soundtrack, and I was reminded of its existence after watching the DVD at my cousin's house ina fit of boredom in Virginia. But I do love this song. It was on the radio just now, as I crossed the street to come home,and it hit me in a near-physical force when I realized that it does fit with my fics.
See, a few nights ago, when I was still in Maryland, I had a quite long (well, average for us) conversation with Aaron, which included (as it usually does) muh=ch ficcing around. And well intot he wee hours of the morning, Hyena and Nemesis had a fairly long and interesting (read: seriously fucked up and disturbing) conversation.
And Nemesis in the fic offers (or threatens) to show death a memory as proof that Styx is Lethe and Avernus's child. She doesn't, right then, but before she leaves she says she will find something fitting and send it to him. (She's a Dreamwalker, she can do that.)
about a year or so after Ave's death, when Lee was starting to come to the conclusion that, despite the fact that everyone kept telling her that the pain would fade in time, and she would eventually have to move on, that she couldn't. Every day the shock of losing Ave was just as fresh, just as hurtful, and she came to the same conclusion she had in the days after- that not only could ahe not live without him- she didn't WANT to. Her way of tryign to break this to her parents was, in typical Fangs fashion, through a song that fit her feelings.
Before today, I didn't know that She'd learned to play piano. But then, before a month ago, I didn't know Lee was into gospel music either. I don't own any, but I borrowed a Eva Cassidy mix CD from someone that included the song "How do I keep from singing", and there you go.
Anyway, the above is the song she plays; it's quite a hauntingly beautiful tune to hear.
